Monday, December 19, 2005
haiz...
i'm not reali sure...but...
it seems dat she had found sum1 new...
sum1 to replace mi
or shld i sae sum1 better den mi
sum1 more worthy of her
sum1 dat beat mi in evrytink...
feel kinda of weird
duno shld i feel happi or sad
happi dat she has found sum1...
2 take care of her
2 luv her
2 protect her
2 b dere 4 her
but sad in a way dat i'm replaced
i'm out...kicked out
though i noe it long b4
its goin 2 b almost a year le
but jus cant get over her
no matter wat i do
howeva hard i tried
i jus cant get over it
i'm jus an idiot, jus an ass
a big dumb freakin ass
no matter how hard i remain cheerful
dere will always b a sadness inside mi
sumtink dat will always remind mi of her
='(
jus hope dat ani guy she choose in e future
will take gd care of her
luv her n protect her from ani harm
n will always cheer her up
n not brin ani sadness 2 her
hope dat she will remain cheerful n happi always
luv u lots....<3<3<3<3
i will nvr eva 4get u
i miss u lots~
~love & peace~
[my world]'1:10 AM;